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Post by caitlynj on Nov 14, 2010 19:38:25 GMT -5
this is going to be interesting.
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Post by lovestory on Nov 17, 2010 0:35:30 GMT -5
"What is your motives for this? Why did you decide to take me out to dinner?" I asked, looking around the fancy restuarant, before looking back down at the menu which was extremely overpriced.
"Don't you think we should try and work things out for the sake of Payton?" Lee asked softly, as he glanced up from his menu and at me.
"Lee." I sighed, putting my menu down and resting my chin in my hand. "Why do you wanna all of sudden work things out? Don't you think we tried this way too much? I mean we fight so much when we are together and it's not only not healthy for us, but it's definately not healthy for Payton."
"Do you love me?" He asked, bluntly.
I was taken aback my the question and I didn't knwo what to say. Of course I loved him, I probably always will love him, but sometimes that just isn't enough.
"Why are you doing this?" I asked softly, looking around at all the people who were dressed nicely and talking amongst themselves. Most of them were middle aged and I felt uncomfortable, being the youngest here. This wasn't Lee and this definately wasn't me. I'm more of a diner girl and this atomsphere among him asking me these questions was extremely uncomfortable.
"I jsut wanna know." Lee said. "I think I deserve to know."
"Of course I still love you. I don't think you ever doubted that. You just don't get over somebody that quickly, especially someone who you have a child with." I said.
"Then why are we doing this?" Lee asked.
"Because we can't be together. It won't work."
"Why do you think that?" Lee asked.
"Can we just go somewhere else? I feel like this isn't the place to talk about this crap here." I looked at Lee and he let out a small breath.
"I feel so uncomfortable being here." Lee whispered and I gave him a small smile.
He stood up and I followed him, walking out of the restaurant. There was paparazzi outside and Lee, placed his hand on my lower back guiding me through the crowd of papparazzi, who were screaming questions to us. I leaned closer to Lee, he held me closer and I felt safe and it was like hold times.
"Just ignore them." Lee muttered and I nodded.
Lee led me to the SUV that was parked and waiting for us. He opened the door and I climbed into the back and he followed close behind me. He closed the door and slid close next to me.
"I need a drink." I muttered.
"Take us to the nicest and closest bar, man!" Lee said to his driver."
"I got it." He nodded.
"Thanks man."
Lee leaned back and I looked over at him.
"We're gonna have fun tonight. My parents have Payton for the night and I can somewhat sleep in tomorrow." Lee winked at me and I sighed.
"I don't know how I feel about this."
"You need to loosen up."
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Loosen up was what I did. I was kinda being a wallflower the whole night, but when I saw some trashy brunette make her way over to Lee and for some reason it made me jealous, so I took some shots and relaxed a bit. Needless to say I was feeling good and being around Lee was making me feel even better. It was like old times, before we constantly fought.
"You're really hot!" I said, wrapping my arms around his neck.
"What are you doing?" Lee asked, with a smile.
"I love you! I love you so much and I miss being with you." I slurred, as I reached up and pulled his head down closer to mine.
"We're drunk." Lee whispered, his lips inches from mine.
"I'm not drunk."
"Yes you are!" He smiled.
"That's probably why you look so damn good right now!" I smiled and pushed him away gently.
"So, you are just gonna tease me?" Lee asked.
"Maybe." I smiled.
"I think you should stay in my room tonight." Lee said.
"I don't think I am that drunk." I teased.
"You used to sleep with me when you were sober." Lee said back.
"Yeah, what in the world was I thinking."
Lee pushed me up against the bar, pressing his body against mine and holding my hips. His lips came crashing down on mine in a forceful kiss. I started to kiss him back and brought my hand up to the back of his head, running my fingers through his hair messing it up even more.
"Wanna get out of here?" I mumbled against his lips.
"I'm not that drunk." He mimicked me.
"Wise guys." I grabbed his arm and pulled him out of the bar.
I knew I was gonna regret this in the morning, but it felt so good to be back with him.
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Post by caitlynj on Nov 17, 2010 7:09:22 GMT -5
oh no.
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Post by lovestory on Nov 19, 2010 2:05:55 GMT -5
I woke up the next morning. I groaned and rolled over, opening my eyes. I saw Lee asleep next to me and immediatly sat up in bed, holding the sheets up to my chest remembering everything that happened last night. Too much alcohol, flirting that started out innocent, and then turned into me and him having sex in his hotel.
I started to move out of bed to gather my clothes together, when Lee reached out and grabbed me.
"Where are you going?" He muttered.
"Lee, this whole thing was a mistake! We should have never done this. I didn't think a innocent night out would turn into us naked in your bed after a drunken night of sex." I sighed, running my hands through my messy hair. He opened his eyes and looked up at me with a small smile. "This should have never happened."
"You're the one who came onto me." Lee smiled.
"I haven't gotten any since you left and it must've just been me being desperate." I smiled at him.
"Or you just really love me and want to try and work everything out with me, cause you don't wanna see me sad and you want Payton to have her family together." Lee shrugged.
"You're not giving up are you?" I rolled my eyes.
"Not that easily."
I'm not going to lie, waking up next to Lee was nice, but I also knew what a douche he could be at times. Was he really going to be a better boyfriend? I wasn't worried about him with Payton, because he already showed he was a fantastic dad, but boyfriend wise he needed a lot of work.
"Did we use a condom?" I whispered and his eyes widened and jaw dropped. I felt my stomach turn and I honestly thought I was going to vomit, until he cracked a grin.
"Yes." Lee smiled. "I make sure I am supplied all the time. Payton doesn't need any brothers or sisters."
I rolled my eyes and leaned down and grabbed Lee's tee-shirt off the ground and tossed it over my head when there was a knock on the door. I stopped and looked at Lee, who just looked back at me. He put his finger against his lips to tell me to be quiet, as if I was really that dumb.
"Just ignore them. They will leave." Lee said, leaning over and brushing his lips against mine. "Why the hell are you putting clothes on?"
"I need to go and get Payton." I mumbled, against his lips.
"She's okay." He slid his hand up the tee-shirt and up my side. I pushed him back on the bed and climbed on top of him, when there was another knock. "Ignore it! They will leave."
"Why are we doing this?" I asked, kissing him along his jaw and down his neck.
"Cause you love me."
The door swung opened and I immediately pulled away from Lee. I flew off of him and to the empty spot on the bed, not like that was any better. I was in his bed and his tee-shirt. His two bandmates Lincoln and Chris stopped walking when they saw me. I turned bright red and quickly gathered my clothes off the floor.
"I have to get dressed and get Payton!" I said quickly, running towards the bathroom.
"Morning to you!" Lincoln grinned and I slammed the bathroom door.
"Doing the baby mama? Nice!" I heard Lincoln say to Lee and I rolled my eyes.
"It wasn't like that." Lee quickly said.
What the hell was going on? Two weeks ago I couldn't even stand looking at Lee and now I can't keep my hands off of him. I love the guy, but I also know how he can be. We can't just be having casual hookup's, not with a child in the picture. If we weren't parents it would be another thing.
I quickly changed and stepped back out in the room. Lee was still in his bed while Lincoln and Chris sat on the other bed. They all stopped talking as I walked out of the bathroom. I quietly grabbed my shoes from next to the bed and Lee reached out grabbing my hand.
"Where are you going?"
"I have to go and make sure Payton is alright! She was with your parents all night and I feel bad." I told him.
"I'll be there shortly."
I nodded and he pulled me down towards him and gave me a quick kiss. I stood back up quickly and walked out of the room, confused by everything that was going on.
"Well, goodmorning to you!"
I stopped walking and turned around seeing Mike and Lee Sr. making their way down the hall. Mike had an amused grin on his face and Lee Sr, looked to be ignoring the fact I was walking out of his sons room at nine in the morning, dressed in my clothes from the night before.
"No comments from you Mike." I muttered.
"Bow chicka bow wow!" He sang and I rolled my eyes. "So, you and Lee had a one nighter. Very nice! I never pinned you as a girl that would do that."
"Shut up." I rolled my eyes.
"It's cool!" Mike teased.
"Can I punch you?" I asked.
"Please punch him! I can't, because technically I can't hit my kids." Lee Sr. said.
"I'm just saying what you are thinking, dad." Mike said.
"No! I do not think about that." Lee Sr. said.
"Well, you know they are doing it! They had a damn kid together." Mike said.
"Stop." Lee Sr. said.
I reached out and slapped Mike's stomach really hard. He grabbed his stomach and groaned.
"Good!" Lee Sr. smiled.
"Keep it up."
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Post by caitlynj on Nov 19, 2010 20:23:18 GMT -5
haha, that was a good chapter.
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