Crazy Dreams

[caitlynj]

haha, loved it as usual

[lovestory]

Kendall.

I sat next to Lee as the tattoo artist finished up the tattoo on his arm. He got the Chicago flag on his arm, because he said that was where it all started for him. It came out really good, but I have no clue how he sat there that long without a break. I don't care what he said, it had to hurt. I guess he was used to it, he had three tattoos already.

"You're next." Lee said as they bandaged up his tattoo.

"No. I'm good. I don't know if I could handle that pain. It looks like it hurts so bad." I made a face.

"It tickles." Lee smirked.

"Liar." I laughed, "It looks good though."

I wasn't going to lie, tattoos were a turn on for me and I don't know why. That was one of the things that attracted me to Lee. I think it's because it makes him look like a bad boy, but in reality he is the sweetest person ever. I loved them on him though.

"You can get my name tattooed on your butt, that would be so romantic." Lee laughed and I shook my head.

"If I get anything, it will be on my wrist." I smiled and kissed his forehead, before I stood up.

"Why are you all of a sudden not feeling like getting one?" Lee asked.

"I'm scared that it's going to hurt. I have a very low pain tolerance and I don't wanna pass out, vomit, or both due to the pain. Maybe I will just get a fake one, that way it painless and will eventually wash off." I teased, crossing my arms over my chest and looking at him.

"Get something small and I will hold you hand while you are getting it done. You can squeeze my hand as hard as you need to, you can even break my fingers if you want." He told me, "Come on! Live a little. Don't you want something to remember this experience by?"

I looked at him and he gave me a adorable smile, that I couldn't resist. I have wanted a tattoo for a very long time. I even have what I want picked out. I was always just way too scared, because of the pain. I guess Lee was right, I should live a little. What the hell.

"I can break your fingers?" I grinned and he nodded.

"Let's go." I nodded.

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"Oh my gosh! It burns." I made a face and squeezed Lee's hand tightly.

"You're almost done." Lee laughed, "It looks really good. Gosh, that's hot." Lee muttered.

I looked up at him and gave him a strange look. He seriously was not getting turned on by the face that I had a tattoo? I could kill him right now and I think he realized by the look I was giving him and he immediatly snapped out of it. I rolled my eyes and squeezed his hand even harder.

"Dammit, Kendall!" Lee muttered.

"You said I could break your fingers and if you don't stop acting like a horndog, I will." I scoffed.

"You're almost done." The tattoo artist laughed.

"Thank God." I said quietly.

"You alright?" Crystal laughed and I nodded.

"I'm a baby when it comes to pain!" I told her.

"You are all done!" The tattoo artist smiled as he pulled the tatoo gun from my wrist.

I looked down and smiled when I saw the small tattoo, Believe written in cursive. It was something that I have been telling myself to do through this whole competition and now when I looked down and saw it, it would just motivate me a bit. It was done small and tastefully and I really liked it.

"That looks awesome." Lee said, a sthe tattoo artist wiped it down and wrapped it up.

"I love it." I said.

"And you didn't want to get one done." Lee said.

"You are such a bad influence on me!" I laughed and leaned in kissing him.

"Pretty soon you'll be covered in tattoos and piercings." Lee said.

"I don't think so!" I kissed him again.

"Enough making out and let's go! I need to get back to my baby and Tony." Crystal interuppted.

"You're such a buzz kill. I probably could have gotten laid tonight and you interuppt. So much hate." Lee shook his head and stood up.

"You're so disgusting." Crystal laughed.

"Let's go my tattoo'd girlfriend, who I love!" Lee said, wrapping his arm around my shoulder.

"Alright my tattoo'd boyfriend, who is a awful influence on me!" I laughed.

[caitlynj]

haha, cute.

[lovestory]

Kendall.

It was Wednsday afternoon and Lee and I sat around the backstage area, eating some lunch before we had to start getting ready for the show. One of us was going home tonight and I had a feeling it was between Crystal and me. Lee pretty much won the night over with, two fantastic performances. It sucked that someone needed to go home.

Crystal walked into the room, looking like she had been crying for hours. I haven't seen her all day and it worried me to see her look so upset. I leaned over and placed my plate on the table, before standing up and walking over to her. Lee, like usual was off in his own little world, playing with his iPhone.

"Crys, are you alright?" I asked, walking over to her.

"Tony broke up with me this morning. He decided he doesn't wany anything to do with this lifestyle and he just left." Crystal said quietly and I could telle she was holding back her tears.

"Wait. What? He just left?" My jaw dropped and she nodded.

"He's a smalltown guy and doesn't want to live this life and I guess I just have to deal with that."

"He could have atleast waited for a better time." I said, wrapping my arm around her shoulder and pulling her closer to me, "Are you alright? Gosh, guys are so stupid and don't think things through when they do stuff like this."

"I'm okay. I mean, I'm really upset, but it will all be okay in the end." She said.

"Maybe he will see what he is missing and want you back," I said, trying to make her feel better, "Lee and I have had our problems in the past, but we always found our way back to one another and we couldn't be happier. Maybe a little time apart is what you guys need."

"I don't know. I think it's over." She sighed.

"Is little Tony here?" I asked.

"Yeah. He's with my dad." She said.

"I'm sorry this had to happen to you and today of all days. As if this night isn't going to be hard enough to deal with." I told her.

"I honestly wanna win this, but if I go home tonight I will be a little relieved. This show has been taking a toll outta me and I made it pretty damn far already. Do I want to win? Yes. Will I cry if I get kicked off tonight? No, because I think it's my time to go and I think all three of us are already going to have a career." Crystal said, "I need to take care of somethings in my personal life and if I get sent home I can work on that."

"I understand." I hugged her tightly, "Hang in there. You are awesome and don't need a stupid guy. Isn't that what you told me when Lee broke up with me?"

"I did." She laughed softly.

"I love you and that's all that should matter!" I smiled and wiped her tears off her cheek.

"What's going on over here?" Lee asked, as he walked up behind me.

"You're kind sucks." I told him, as I turned around and looked at him.

"My kind?" Lee asked.

"Men." Crystal and I replied in unison.

"Everything alright?"

"It's fine. I don't feel like talking about it anymore. I'm going to get some food and then take a small nap." Crystal said, as she walked off.

"What's wrong?" Lee asked.

"Tony left. He went back to Ohio."

"Like, he just up and left?" Lee asked.

"They broke up. He didn't want to live this lifestyle anymore and decided to go back home. She's pretty upset, but you know Crystal, she won't just sit there and cry over it. I feel bad for her." I said.

"Break up's suck, especially at a time like this. We can only help her as much as she wants us to and we can do only so much." Lee placed his hand on my back and leaned down kissing the top of my head.

"Promise me, we're good." I said quietly, as I leaned into him.

"What?"

"Just promise me that even after this is all over, we will be together. Even if we are busy with our careers and have to maintain somewhat of a long distance relationship, just promise me that you aren't going to run away from it all." I said, glancing up at him.

"You're stuck with me, Ken." He kissed my temple.

"I like the sound of that."

[caitlynj]

I feel bad for Crystal.

[lovestory]

Kendall.

I stood in the center of the stage, between Lee and Crystal as I listened to Ryan ramble. The show was a hour long show and after they held a mini interview with the three of us and showed our hometown visits, it was time for the results. This was the fist time in a long time I thought I would be leaving, we all did good last night and it was going to suck to see any of us get kicked off.

They had our families sitting on the couches, across the stage from us and I glanced over at my mom and grandma, who were sitting next to Lee's parents, and Crystal's dad and brother. My mom smiled and I smiled back, before turning back to Ryan who started talking.

"Alright, dim the lights and let's get started!" Ryan said as the lights dimmed, "Lee DeWyze!"

Eveyone cheered, mostly girls and a few I love Lee's were thrown out there. I looked at Crystal and we both started laughing, especially because Lee got embarassed so easily by it.

"Lee, you chose "Simple Man". Ellen thinks you have grown from a shy, baby lamb to a springy, carefree gazelle!" Ryan said and we all laughed, "For you second song, Simon chose "Hallelujah". Simon said the performance proved that you are a fantastic singer."

Everyone cheered and I reached over and placed my hand on Lee's back, squeezing his shoulder before dropping my hand. Before anyone made too big of adeal about me touching a guy. A guy that I was dating, but the media didn't need to know that yet. Give it a few weeks.

"Kendall Thompson." Ryan said, and the studio erupted in cheers.

I smiled and waved to the audience, before turning my attention to Ryan.

"Kendall, you chose "House of The Rising Sun". Randy said you are in the zone, and it was hoit." Ryan said and I laughed softly, "For you second song, Kara chose "Beautiful". Kara said, You never looked of sounded better and that you connected with the song."

Everyone cheered and I smiled and mouthed a thank you to them.

"Crystal Bowersox! You chose to sing "Come to My Window". Randy said it wasn't his favorite performance for you." Ryan said and everyone booed. "For your second song choice, Ellen picked "Maybe I'm Amazed". Ellen said, you have a beautiful voice."

Everyone cheered and I let out a small breath as I felt Lee place his hand on my back and Crystal grabbed my hand, squeezing it lightly.

"After the nationwide vote, the first person in next week's finale is," Ryan paused for what seemed like a century, "Lee DeWyze!"

The whole studio erupted in thunderous cheers and applause. I felt Lee drop his hand from my back and I smiled as Crystal and I clapped for him. He looked so happy and shocked and was thanking the fans. He turned to me and hugged me and Crystal tightly, in a group hug.

"I love you guys!" He whispered.

"Love you too, congratulations!" Crystal said.

"I'm proud of you." I smiled.

"Congratulations buddy, you are in the finale!" Ryan said, shaking his hand.

"Thank you all so much!" Lee said, to the audience who was still going nuts.

"Take a seat!" Ryan said.

Lee hurried over to the couches and hugged his parents, who were beaming and then hugged my mom and grandma and sat down.

"Joining Lee in the finale next week." Ryan said.

I sighed and grabbed onto Crystal's hand. She squeezed my hand tightly and leaned her head against my shoulder.

"The final person, in next week's finale is." Ryan said, and the pause seemed even longer then ever.

I wanted my name to be on the card. I wanted this more then anything. To share this experience with my boyfriend would be amazing. If Crystal made it, I would be happy for her because she deserves it just as much as Lee or me and she is a amazing girl.

"Kendall Thompson!"

Everyone cheered and my jaw dropped and I stood there in shock. I felt Crystal pull me in a hug and I hugged her back as the audience cheered loudly for me.

"Congratulations! I love you so much!" Crystal said.

"I love you too! I will rep us ladies in the finale!" I said softly, "We'll rock out together soon."

"Absolutely." She nodded and smiled.

"Congratulations Kendall." Ryan said, placing his hands on my back.

"Thank you so much!" I said and everyone cheered louder.

"Kendall, go have a seat honey." Ryan said.

I hurried over to Lee, who was standing up and had a huge smile on his face. I smiled and wrapped my arms around his neck and I felt his arm go around my waist and pulled me into a huge hug and lifted me off the ground, spinning me around.

"That's what's up! That's what's up!" He buried his face in my neck and I laughed.

"I can't believe this." I said.

Lee put me down and I walked over to my mom and Grandma and hugged them both. My mom was crying and my grandma, never looked happier.

"Congratulations baby." My grandma said.

"Thank you."

"I'm so proud of you." My mom said, before kissing my cheek.

"Thanks. I love you guys." I said.

I hugged Lee's parents, who both congratulated me and Crystal's family as they did the same. I walked back over to Lee and he wrapped his arm around my shoulder, as Crystal started to sing her final song. She looked happy witth the way it turned out. She was going home to spend sometime with her baby and I could tell she was a little more happy.

After her song ended, Lee and me walked out onto the stage and hugged her as Ryan started to close out the show.

"I'm going to miss you." I told her.

"I will see you next week at the finale and then we'll be stuck together on tour." Crystal laughed, "Kick your boyfriends butt."

"Hey!" Lee laughed.

"I'm just kidding. I'll be voting for the both of you." Crystal said.

"What do you say we all go have a nice farwell dinner for ya?" Lee suggested.

"That would be great. It's been a long day." She said.

One more week and this whole thing was over.

[caitlynj]

that's good. I thought Crystal would have been in the finale like in the show.

[lovestory]

Kendall.

Lee and I left rehersal the following afternoon and were headed to a nearby cafe to grab some lunch. Rehersals were going well. We both had three songs this week. One song we sang on the show already, one song that the producers picked for us, and the song that was going to be our single. It was a long day, but it has been fun and tomorrow the rest of the Top 12 is flying in to go over our group performances for the result show. It was going to be fun to have them all back around, well not all of them. Lacey.

"I am so hungry." Lee muttered as we walked down the street.

"It's been a pretty long day. I need some fuel." I agreed with him.

We were standing at the light next, waiting for it to turn to the walk sign. I stared at the timer, waiting paiently, when I felt someones eyes on me. I looked up and saw Lee just staring at me. I gave him a strange look.

"Do I have something on my face?" I asked, wiping my cheek.

"No. No."

"Why are you staring at me? You're creeping me out, you loser." I laughed softly.

"I'm just extremely lucky to have you and to be able to share this amazing experience with you and I know that we have had some rough patches in this relationship, but I really do love you and I try to be the best boyfriend I can be. I know I have been pretty sh!tty at times and I am so sorry for that." Lee said, reaching for my hand and grabbing it, I tried to pull it away, but he gripped tighter. "I don't care if anyone sees this. I love you and if people wanna report that then I don't care."

"Where is this all coming from?" I asked.

"I just don't think I tell you enough how much I love you and how much I care about you." Lee said.

"I know you do and I love you too." I smiled, "You're such a romantic today!"

"I have my days, Ken." He smirked.

"I would give you a kiss, but we are in public." I said.

"I just told you that I don't care anymore. The show is almost over and if it comes out that we are dating now, who cares. It's going to come out eventually. Whether it's now or when we are on tour, so plant one on me baby!" He smiled and I laughed.

I tilted my head up towards him and he laced his fingers in my and leaned down, kissing me. It was simple and sweet, but it definately wasn't just a friendly kiss. I stood on my tippy toes and gave him one more kiss, before pulling away and squeezing his hand.

"Are you going to hate me if I beat your ass on this week?" Lee teased.

"Only for about a week." I teased back.

Truth is, I wanted to win. Did I think I could win, yes, but Lee had just as great as a shot as I did. I would never be upset or mad if he won, because there isn't one person in the world that deserves this more then Lee. He wants this so badly and if he won I would be so happy for him and I know that if I won, he would be happy for me.

"Are you excited ot be spending this whole summer with me?" Lee asked.

"I am. I haven't really been thinking about it much, because the finale's on my mind right now." I told him.

"You girls better prepare, because we are having some ridiculous prank wars. I will get all of you atleast once." Lee laughed.

"I don't put it past you, but you better watch your back too." I warned him.

"Oh. Is that a threat?" Lee asked.

"It's a promise." I winked.

"We shall see."

"You are going to regret this." I told him.

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I stood in my apartment later that night. I was starting to pack up my things, so I wouldn't have to do it all last minute. I knew next week wa sgoing to be filled with interviews and apperances, so I wanted this all to be done before the finale.

The door to my room opened and I glanced up and saw Lee standing in the doorway.

"I just got a call from Ken and he wants us down at his office in a half hour." Lee said.

"What? It's friggen ten at night and I am in my pajamas." I told him.

"He said it's urgent." Lee shrugged.

"What can be so urgent at this hour?" I sighed and I pulled out a pair of jeans from the pile of clothes I was packing.

"I don't know. He seemed pretty pissed off." Lee told me.

I sighed and pulled down my sweatpants and pulled on the jeans and smoothed out the white v-neck tee-shirt I was wearing.

"It has to be something serious." I said.

"I know." Lee nodded.

"We're probably getting in trouble for something."

"Like what? We haven't done anything wrong." I told him.

"We'll see. Get your stuff and we can find out."

This is not what I felt liek doing at this time of night. I was exhausted and wanted to just stay in.

[caitlynj]

They're in trouble for kissing in public....ooooh.

[lovestory]

Lee and I sat in the office, waiting for Ken to walk in. I had a million thoughts running through my mind on why we could be getting yelled at. I glanced at Lee, who didn't seem nervous, but then again Lee was used to getting in trouble. From what he told me, he was always in trouble in high school and even got kicked out for fighting and had to attend a alternate school. I on the other hand, never got in trouble. I was perfect, but I was the good one out of my sisters. I always did what I had to and now I was freaking out.

"Why are you so nervous?" Lee asked, reaching over and placing his hand on my lap, "It's not like they are going to kick us both off the show and cancel the finale."

"Why do you think they called us in here?" I asked quietly.

"Probably because someone got pictures of us kissing this afternoon and they saw them." Lee shrugged and pulled his hand on my thigh.

"How are you not freaking out?"

"Because I am not a goody good like you and have been yelled at a lot in my life." Lee grinned and I rolled my eyes, "I'm a badass."

"You're just an ass." I corrected.

Lee shot me a look and the door opened. I turned around and saw, Ken, making his way into his office. He didn't say anything to us, which was unlike him. He walked over to the his desk and took a seat in the chair, so that he was sitting across from us. Gosh, I felt like I was being punished by my parents or something.

"Do you know why I called you two in here?" Ken asked.

"Because you missed us and just wanted to tell us goodnight?" Lee asked and I rolled my eyes.

"I don't think you should be joking around right now, Lee." Ken told him and I saw the smile wipe of Lee's face, quickly.

"I have no clue why we are here." I told him.

Ken grabbed a few pieces of paper and tossed them on the desk in front of us. I looked down and Lee was right. There were the pictures of us kissing on the sidewalk, earlier today. It wasn't anything scandlious, but it wasn't just a friendly kiss either. I adjusted uncomfortably in my seat and looked back at Ken.

"This is unacceptable. You two aren't supposed to be going off and kissing in public, you two aren't even supposed to be dating one another. What's going on here?" Ken asked, sternly.

"We're dating." Lee answered, "We've been dating for a while now, since Hollywood. I didn't think it was such a big deal."

"It is a big deal! We made it clear that contestants aren't supposed to date eachother. The least you could have done was keep it under wraps until the show was over. I don't want you two holding hands, kissing, hugging, in public. No PDA." ken said, crossing his arms over his chest.

"I'm not trying to be a jerk, but we are adults and if we wanna kiss or show some affection towards one another, why can't we? I'm not shoving my tounge down her throat on the side of the street, it was a simple kiss. I'm twenty four years old and I don't see what the big deal is." Lee shrugged, getting frusterated with the whole things.

"Just make sure this doesn't happen again. I want you two far away from one another in public. This needs to stop."

"Whatever." Lee muttered.

"Okay." I said quietly.

"You're free to go. I will be by rehersal tomorrow. Have a good night."

I stood up and walked out of the room, Lee following behind me.

"This is f@&king stupid! I am not f@&king thriteen years old and I can kiss whoever the hell I want!" Lee said loudly.

"Will you just calm down?" I sighed.

"No, I am twenty four years old and too old to be told if I could kiss my girlfriend or not."

"You're overreacting, Lee. Just shut up for two seconds." I said.

"Don't tell me to shut up." He snapped.

"You're such a baby sometimes." I sighed.

Lee hated to be told what to do and he was overreacting. Sure, the rule sucks a lot, but it's not the worst thing that could ever happen to us. It was only one more week and then we could do whatever we like to do. He needs to just calm down and get over it.

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"Can you please get your butt here now?" I asked Katie, over the phone.

It was nearly four in the morning her time, but I couldn't sleep and she stayed up with me texting me and then finally called me.

"I wish I could. Lee's going to be over it by tomorrow." Katie assured me.

Lee walked about ten feet in front of me on the way back, pretty sweet guy right? Then when we got back to the apartments he went straight to his place with no kiss goodnight or even a goodnight in general. He was being a little brat and for some reason I was really getting bothered by it all.

"He's being such a baby! I just wanted to smack him and tell him to get over it." I sighed.

"The worst part is, he practically left you there to walk alone in Los Angeles at night by yourself."

"I know. I almost took off my shoe and tossed it at his big ass head." I said and Katie laughed, "Gosh, he is such a brat."

"Well when I get there I will put him in his place." Katie told me.

"Good. I'll let you get some sleep. I know it's late and I am getting really tired." I told her.

"Okay. I will see you tomorrow, well actually today." She laughed.

"Thanks for listening to me about my immature boyfriend." I thanked her.

"Anytime. Get some sleep! Love you!"

"Love you too. Bye." I said.

"Bye."

It was good to have Katie. She kept me sane.

[caitlynj]

Katie is so sweet. She was always my favorite on the show.

[lovestory]

*She was one of my favorites too and the judges screwed her over with their critiques. Her and Lee were my top 2. I met them last Tuesday along with Andrew and Didi and they were all so sweet, so I love them even more. haha*



I stood into rehersal the following morning at the Nokia Theathre. It was only us girls right now, so we could go over our group number. It was a Christina Aguilera medley and we were singing Beautiful than going into Fighter. It was a fun number and I had to tell you, Katie was killing it on the vocals. She sounded like a mini Christina and we were all blown away by her.

Lee and I haven't talked since last night and right now I didn't want to talk to him. He overreacted and acted like a complete jerk. I know I was going to have to talk to him later this afternoon, because we both had pratice for a duet we were doing on the result show. Hopefully he is over it.

"Can you believe that you are going to be performing on this stage?" Katie asked, as she glanced around the huge arena.

"Nope. It's going to be crazy." I shook my head, "I think I may vomit all over the place. It's so much bigger then the other theatre."

"It's crazy. I'm so happy for you." Katie said.

"Thanks." I smiled.

I glanced up as I saw Lacey making her way over to us. I rolled my eyes and looked over at Katie, who plastered a smile on her face. Katie was always the peacemaker and loved everyone. Thank God she was here to keep me sane, because I would have went crazy a long time ago.

"I heard you and Lee are fighting." Lacey gave me a smile.

"That is none of your business." I said.

"Lee just texted me and told me, so yeah I guess it is part of my business now." Lacey said.

Lee texted Lacey to talk about our personal business? Nice. I knew they kept in touch because they were friends, well more like Lee was her friend and she wanted to get in Lee's pants. Why the hell is he texting her about what goes on between us? Does she get a text whenever we have sex or whenever we argue?

"I don't think we should talk about this." Katie said.

"I just want you to know that Lee is too good to put up with you baby sh!t and one day he is going to see that. Ya'll are constantly fighting and breaking up and getting back together. He is only going to put up with it for so much longer before he dumps your butt and finds a normal girl." Lacey laughed.

"You obviously don't know what is going on so just please shut up and go away." I told her.

"Don't get all short with me."

I rolled my eyes as she gave me a evil smile and walked off.

"Does she know that Lee is with me and sure we fight, but he still doesn't want her." I said.

"Just let her live in her fantasy world where Lee and her get married and have tons of little babies running around." Katie smiled and I shuddered at that thought.

"Don't even joke." I smiled, "Good thing she is not on tour with us. I think I would have to travel on a serparate bus."

"Otherwise hair would be flying."

"I'm not a mean person, but she just puts me over the edge." I said.

"I know. Just try and ignore her, she wants a reaction from you."

"You're so much more mature than me and you aren't even 18 yet." I laughed and wrapped my arm around her shoulder.

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I sat in the chairs in the audience, watching as the rest of the Top 12 went over their group performances. Lee walked over to me and sat down next to me. I looked up at him and gave him a small smile, he wrapped his arm around my shoulder and pulled me closer to him and I suddenly felt so much better.

I had sometime to cool off and I could tell that he did too. I didn't wanna argue with him and that was what was so great about us. After we cooled off a bit we were always better, neither of us wanted to fight with eachother and we could bury the hatchet. I love him and he loves me.

"I'm sorry for being a jackass." Lee said quietly.

"It's okay. We all are jackasses at sometime in our lives." I laughed, "Why did you text Lacey about our fight though? That's just not cool."

"I didn't text her about anything. The only person who I told was Andrew and Casey, so one of them probably told her." Lee said.

"So, you didn't text her about that?"

"No. Never. That's none of her business."

"Good. I was about to go apeshit on your ass if you did tell her." I smiled, "She said that you're going to leave me."

"I might if Joss Stone comes along." Lee teased.

"That is not funny at all." I rolled my eyes and smiled.

"You're telling me if Derek Jeter walked through the doors right now and asked you on a date you wouldn't go." Lee laughed.

"No! That is just a celebrity crush, a crush I had since I was a little girl and started watching Yankee games! I never thought I would marry him or date him, he's like 36 years old." I laughed, "36 years old with millions of dollars, a hot body, gorgeous eyes and smile."

"Alright not cool." He laughed.

"I'm just kidding. I only want your hot bod and gorgeous eyes." I smirked.

"Good."

"I love you." I told him.

"I love you too, dork." He kissed the top of my head.

"No kissing in public." I laughed.

"Watch me." Lee scoffed.

[caitlynj]

haha, they are so cute.

I cannot believe you got to meet her and Lee I am so flipping jealous. haha. They always seemed so sweet and I wish I could have gone to see them on tour but I couldn't get good seats.

[lovestory]

*I got decent seats at the Newark show and met them afterwards. Katie, Didi, Lee, and Andrew were extremely sweet. Some of them seemed not really into the whole meeting the fans thing.*



It was a couple days before the finale and our group performances and solo performances were really coming together. I learned that I would be performning with Christina Aguleria for the girls group medley and Lee and I were doing a duet with Joe Cocker, I also learned that I would be doing a performance with No Doubt Being able to meet all these people who were so popular in this industry was insane and it was a dream come true to be able to learn from the best and they were all so amazing.

Lee, Katie, Andrew, and me were all out having lunch after rehersal.

"So, who's going to win and are you guys going to hate one another after this is all over and one of you beats the other out?" Andrew asked.

"I am and yes." Lee nodded.

"I already hate him." I smiled and placed my hand on Lee's upper arm, giving his bicep a light squeeze.

"You don't seem to be hating these guns right now." Lee said, flexing his muscle.

"I really hate you for that comment." I laughed, letting go of his arm, then turned to Katie. "Who's going to be touring with you, my little minor?"

"Ryan is actually going to be with us for majority of the tour and then my mom is going to come when he has to head back to school." Katie said, referring to her older brother, who has practically become like family to us all.

"Yay! Ryan and Mama Clara!" I said.

"Aw! This is going to be good. Ryan, Andrew, and me!" Lee smiled.

I rolled my eyes and smiled. The three of them together, was never good. They would always try and start pranks, especially on us girls. Adding those three plus Big Mike on tour was going to get crazy. Us girls were going to have to do some massive prank planning our bus. The boys better watch out.

"You better watch out, us girls are going to dominate in the prank war." Katie said.

"I'd like to see that! You guys are so boring and are going to be worrying about you hair and makeup, not pranks." Andrew laughed.

"Yeah, I'm glad you guys get your own bus. I don't wanna deal with bras all over and scrunchies in the sink."

"What?" I laughed, giving him a look. "You're just talking out your ass now! You know you wanna be on my bus with me. You're going to miss not being in that small bus space with me everynight."

"I don't think I could deal with you on the road for that long." Lee teased, "I love you, but I love Andrew more."

"I understand. The bromance came before we were ever together." I laughed.

Lee smiled and wrapped his arm around my shoulder and leaned in, kissing me on the top of the head again.

"No PDA, Lee." Katie smiled.

"If I win I am warning you that you will see PDA like no other." Lee joked.

"Not if I have a say." I smirked.

"Now, I am going to definately just vote for Kendall and not split my votes." Andrew said.

"I agree." Katie laughed.

"Looks like I'm winning and you're going to hate me." I laughed softly.

"I could never hate you." He leaned in and kissed me softly on my lips.

"Gag." Andrew said.

I smiled and pulled away from Lee and placed my hand on his cheek.

"You're going to get us in trouble again."

"Good." Lee shrugged.

[caitlynj]

haha, they are so cute.

Sorry about some of the contestants not wanting to meet the fans very much but you got to meet four of my favorites and I'm glad they were sweet.