Post by Aderabaybee on Mar 6, 2010 22:40:46 GMT -5
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I sat on the bathroom floor with my hand still holding onto the door knob. I let out a shakey breath and felt a tear fall down my cheek. It was three in the morning. I knew something was wrong with me. I bit my lip softly trying to think of all the possible things that could have been wrong. I wasn't pretty, skinny or normal. I was ugly, fat and weird. I ran my hand threw my hair, pushed it to the side and let my hand fall from the door knob. I stood up and walked over to the sink and splashed water on my face. I grabbed the towel next to me and patted my face dry. I looked in the mirror, my makeup had run. I wiped the makeup off, threw it in the trashcan, unlocked the bathroom door and turned off the bathroom light before walking into my room.
I closed my bedroom door before laying down on my bed. I was always told "Don't change yourself for anyone.", "You're perfect just the way you are." It's not like I actually believed that, maybe when I was a little kid but not when I became a teenager. You have to change yourself. That's what I thought when I entered high school. Freshman year was fun, I was a cheerleader, I had my friends, and I had my family. Sophomore year, not so great. I didn't make the JV cheerleading squad. My friends started to ignore me and I tried to stay as far away from my family at all times. My mom and dad got in a car accident leaving me with my older sister Tara.
Junior Year began. I was broken and lonely with only my older sister to care for me. Six in the morning. Time moves to quickly. I got out of bed and walked into the bathroom, took my shower, brushed my teeth and got dressed for school. I pulled my shirt on and grabbed my black leggings. I pulled them on and then put my feet into my black boots. I applied my mascara and light purple eyeshadow to my eyes. I grabbed my purse and school purse and headed out to my car. I put my stuff in the passenger seat and headed into school. I walked straight to my class and sat in the back of the classroom. It wasn't long before the class was flooded with students and the class began.
I wasn't paying attention. I never did, until the classroom door opened. I looked up to see our principle with a tall and muscular blonde haired guy.
"Sorry to interupt Mr. Brown but we have a new student." She said pointing to him. Almost every girl in the classroom was drooling. I rolled my eyes and went back to writing in my binder. I heard the seat next to me move and I looked up and saw a pair of blue eyes staring back at me. I bit my lip and looked away.
"Camille, do you think you can share your textbook with Emmett until we get him one?" Mr. Brown asked. I stared at him without blinking until I realised he was talking to me.
"Uhm sure." I said moving closer to him.
"Thank you. Now back to the paragraph." He said.
"Thanks." I heard. I looked at Emmett and nodded my head.
"You don't talk alot do you?" He asked causing me to stare at him.
"Where did you get that from?" I asked. He smirked and the bell rang. I grabbed my book and put it in my purse
"Just an observation." He said with a shrug.
"A little early to be making one of those huh?" I asked standing up.
"Not at all. Want to help me find my next class?" He asked.
"Not really." I said giving him a look.
"Will you help me find my next class?" He asked with a smile. He had dimples. A small smile found its way to my face as soon as I saw them.
"Sure." I said walking out of the class room.
Emmett became my best friend that day. Of course I still talked to Tyler and Jake but not as much because Emmett and I were attached at the hip from that day on. Obviously there were some obstacles, like every friendship but we faced them together. Anyone with eyes could see that I was falling for him. We survived junior year and now it was summer. I'm just hoping and praying it will be the best one ever.
I hope you keep going with it. And, just for future reference-how do you know when you get an email on here? Does it send it to your actual email or am I missing something? Lmfao.