Crazy Dreams Pt. 2

[lovestory]

I wanted to do a sequel to my first story Crazy Dreams. I was stuck on what to write about at first, which is why I didn't hop right into it, but I have some ideas now.



Chapter 1.

It had been over a month since the tour ended and I was settled in Los Angeles. It was a big difference from Georgia, but I was loving it. I had been going full force on my album and I couldn't wait for it to hit the stands. It was exactly the type of music I wanted to do. A Christina Aguilera and Kelly Clarkson vibe to it. I was working with some huge names in the business and they were actually allowing me to put my thoughts into the whole thing and allowing me to write. It was pretty awesome.

Katie and I were living together and we were having a blast doing it. There was nothing cooler than living with your best friend and just having that person who is always there for you in the next room over. She has been having a lot of meetings with labels and writing music nonstop. I know she will get signed soon. Nobody is going to pass up a girl as talented as her.

My younger sister, Leah, just started her freshman year at USC and is living on campus which is only a few minutes from out apartment. When she isn't studying or partying with her new friends, she is at our place. I was so happy that she decided to come to Los Angeles and be closer to me. Bayley on the other hand was content with staying in Georgia. She was a small-town girl and had all her friends and her boyfriend there. She promised to come out and visit us though, so I guess that is good enough.

And if you are wondering, yes Leah and Mike are still together. Mike moved out here from Chicago and is living with Lee and I have to say, that Leah and Mike were adorable together. I know that I didn't approve at first, but Mike's a good guy and he makes Leah happy.

As for Lee and me, things couldn't be any better. He just bought a house a few minutes away from our apartment and we always spend our free time together. Whether it's going to dinner or just hanging out at one of our places. He's been extremely busy with recording and so have I, so when we do get a chance to be together we use it our advantage.

I still keep in touch with majority of the idols, but a few of them are off doing there own thing. Crystal got kinda weird and distance herself from everybody, Tim was back in Texas and we hardly heard from him, Didi was off doing her own thing, Paige stopped talking to us when the tour started, and Lacey and Lee got in a big fight one night at a bar in LA. She kept trying to hit on him, and he basically told her back off, she threw her drink in his face and yelled something about how he led her on. So, buh bye Lacey go after another guy.

Obviously Andrew and Lee are still best friends and on the tour I became even closer to Andrew and our core group was Lee, Andrew, Katie, me, and Katie's brother Ryan who spent the summer with us. Big Mike was moving out to Los Angeles in a couple monthes, so we have been in touch with him. Of course Casey and Aaron who are both living in Nashville is still friendly with us, and we text back and forth a lot.

Overall life in Los Angeles has been pretty good.

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"Why can't you come to Chicago with Andrew and me?" I asked Katie, as I laid on my stomach on my bedroom floor.

"Cause I have to go back to Connecticut to visit family, believe me I wish I could go and have the core four together again." Katie smiled.

I was attempting to pack, but failing miserably. I was flying out to Chicago for my days off. Lee was having a hometown, his town is throwing a Lee DeWyze week thing and there is supposed to be over 20,000 people there. He wanted me to go and I couldn't turn it down, besides he went to my hometown concert a few weeks ago. Andrew and Mike were already in Chicago, and by teh sounds of it they were partying it up.

I loved Chicago and couldn't wait to go and see his family and friends again. They were all like a second family to me and I loved being around them, so it was going to be nice to have a few days off and enjoy them in Chicago with Lee and all his family and friends. I just wish Katie was able to come with us.

"You are leaving me alone with Mike, Lee, and Andrew. That's just cold." I laughed.

"It's going to be fun though." Katie frowned.

I heard a knock on my door and I turned around, seeing Lee standing in the doorway.

"Hey." Katie smiled.

"Hi Katie!" Lee said, walking up to me and kicking my butt gently. "Hey you."

"Hi."

"What are you guys up too?" He asked, shoving his car keys in his jean pockets and taking a seat on the foot of my bed.

"Packing." I said.

"Looks like you are packing." Lee said sarcastically.

"What brings you to our neck of the woods, DeWyze?" Katie asked.

"Just wanna see two of my favorite girls and I was on my way to pick up some chinese food."

"Order us any?" I asked with a smile, as I rolled onto my back, staring up at him.

"Yup. Some in your dreams chicken and you wish rice. It's delicious, you got it for me last time you ordered out." Lee said, crossing his arms over his chest and giving me a amused smile, as Katie laughed.

"You're a jackass." I laughed. "You didn't even give me a kiss when you walked in."

"Cause I am not bending down that far to give you one, if you want to come here I will be glad to kiss you."

"Not worth it." I smiled.

"Romance is dead."

"What romance?" I scoffed, "The romance died when you release your bodily functions in the same proximity of the girl you are dating and proceed to be happy about it."

"Oh gosh Lee." Katie made a face.

"What? It's a guy thing." Lee laughed.

"Nasty." I rolled my eyes.

"I'm going to get my food now."

"Come back and help me pack?" I asked.

"I'll be back." He nodded, standing up and starting to walk towards the door.

"Lee." I slapped his leg, as he walked past me.

"What?" He questioned.

"Give me a kiss!" I smiled.

"If you get your lazy butt up, I will give you a kiss. I'm not bending down." Lee teased.

"You call me lazy, but you won't even bend down?" I rolled my eyes. "There used to be a time when you would do anything for me! Now, you don't order me food or give me a kiss as you come in or give me a kiss as you are leaving. You're dropping the ball here, baby."

"Those are the days I was trying to charm you and the days I got laid on a regular basis."

"Whatever, just leave! I am stuck with you for a few days in Chicago, I don't want your gross kisses anyway." I laughed.

"We can christian my childhood bedroom." Lee winked.

"That is so friggen creepy. Go away you sicko!"

Lee laughed and walked over. He bent down and gave me a quick kiss, he stood up and ruflfled Katie's hair as he walked past. She slapped his arm and gave him a dirty look.

"Don't mess up my hair." Katie said.

"Bye whiners." Lee called out as he walked out of my room.

"He's such a charmer."

[caitlynj]

can't wait to see what else happens.

[lovestory]

Chapter 2.

I sat on the plane the following morning with Lee. I hated flying and my stomach was in knots and I actually got sick this morning from it. I was feeling shaky and just wanted this flight to be over so I could settle down. I was such a baby with this stuff and it didn't help, that Lee found it amusing.

I was leaning down, my forehead rested between my legs to help my nasuea a bit. I heard Lee laugh softly and run his hand up my back, and to my neck.

"You need to relax. You're going to be doing a lot of flying and no offense, but you look like a crazy person." Lee said quietly.

"I hate this! I hate this! I hate this!" I said.

"You're nuts." Lee said.

"Stop being a idiot and be supportive of me right now." I said.

"Okay, we aren't going to crash and if we do, atleast we will die together. Better than dying by yourself." Lee laughed.

"Seriously Lee." I shot my head up.

"I'm just joking. It's going to be fine and we will be in Chicago before you know it." Lee said, reaching over and grabbing my hand. "You need to not worry, because you are more likely to get in a car crash than a plane crash. It's a safe and fast way to travel."

"Safe my ass! Wait till we plummet thousands of feet to our death when the plane goes down!" I said.

"Jesus Christ Kendall, I swear on the flight home we are either sitting in seperate sections of the plane or I am drugging you up so you sleep the whole time, because you are getting a little too crazy for me right now." Lee said, looking over at me. "Just close your eyes and try sleeping or something, because I am not listening to this for the next four hours."

"I feel sick and just want to get off this small death trap." I gave him a look.

"You're sick cause you are nervous for no reason at all. Just relax, babe." He squeezed my hand and sat back in his seat.

I leaned my forehead against his shoulder and closed my eyes. He kissed the top of my head and squeezed my hand gently.

"Here, if you get sick use one of these." Lee said.

I opened my eyes and laughed as he handed me one of those barf bags that they give you on aiprlanes. I pushed his hand away and he smiled.

"Excuse me."

I turned my attention from Lee and turned my head, seeing one of the flight attendants standing in the aisle and staring at Lee, with a flirty smile. I hid my amusement and looked over at Lee, who was completely oblivious ito the fact that she was totally checking him out.

"I am such a huge fan of yours and just wanted to see if you needed anything at all." She asked.

"A tranquilizer for this one." Lee said, pointing to me and I rolled my eyes.

She laughed and reached over, placing her hand on his arm and tossing her hair over her shoulder. I shook my head at the fact a few more buttons on her blouse were unbuttoned, then when we got on.

"If you need anything, just let me know." She squeezed his arm and winked.

"Will do." Lee nodded.

She walked off and I busted up laughing.

"What?" Lee asked.

"Do you need anything? Food, drink, some hot lovin' in the bathroom? Whatever you want, I got it for you. Just call me if you need anything you sexy piece of man." I teased him, acting like the flight attendant.

"She never said that."

"She was hinting at it? She was undressing you with her eyes and it's amazing how her shirt was more unbuttoned than it was before." I smiled and turned my head to look at him. "If you want to join the mile high club mine as well take her up on it, because this girl isn't doing any of that stuff."

"I would never ask you to do any of that and it's not really my thing to have sex on a airplane." Lee laughed.

"Good, because if you tried anything with Ms. Flight Attendant over there I would murder you." I gave him a sweet smile.

"I liked you better when you were freaking out and throwing up." Lee smiled back.

"I'm gonna try and sleep, if I wake up and you are gone I will know that you ran off with flight attendant lady." I said, leaning my head against his shoulder.

"If you don't stop with the wise ass comments, I just may." Lee muttered and I laughed softly.

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We landed in Chicago a few hours later and I was starting to feel shitty again. I didn't say anything to Lee, because he was excited to see his family and I didn't want to ruin that. I could just play it off like everything was fine. It was probably just the anxiety from flying just catching up with me.

"We'll probably go out for some drinks tonight or something with a bunch of my friends, you'll love them all!" Lee said, holding my hand and leading me down towards bagagge claim.

"Yeah, sounds fun." I gave him a small smile.

My stomach churned at the thought of drinking alcohol. I honestly wanted to just sat in tonight, but I couldn't tell him that. He deserved to spend time with his friends that he hasn't seen in a while. I couldn't tell him I didn't want to go. That would just be so wrong and bitchy.

"You're going to love it here." He said.

"I'm sure I will. I haven't really gotten the full effect of Chicago, but I am excited to see everything." I squeezed his hand.

"It's honestly the greatest place ever and I wanna move back here soon."

"If I like it, maybe I will follow you out here." I smirked.

"I'll kidnap you and bring you out here with me." Lee smiled back.

I laughed and nodded as we got off the escalator. I smiled when I saw Lee's parents, waiting for us by the bagagge area. Lee dropped my hand and walked over, hugging his mom and kissing her cheek.

"Hey!" Lee said.

"Hi baby." Kathy said, brushing his hair out of his face, before looking at me and holding out her arms for me. "He sweetie!"

"Hi!" I hugged her.

"Hey dad!" Lee said, hugging his dad quickly.

"Hi Lee." He hugged him back. "Hey Kendall."

"Hi!" I gave him a quick hug.

"It's so good to have you home!" Kathy said, wrapping her arm around Lee's waist. "Has he been treating you good?"

"He's been treating me very good." I smiled.

"I'm happy to have you two here for a little bit! Andrew and Mike have been having a lot of fun, doing things I don't even want to know about." Kathy shook her head.

"I may have to seperate from these boys for a little bit and hang with you." I told Kathy.

"You are more than welcomed too." Kathy said, patting my back.

"Let's get our bags and than head back. I'm getting a little tired and hungry." Lee said.

I nodded. Maybe a nap was what I needed.

[caitlynj]

I hope she's not sick.

[lovestory]

Chapter 3.

"Hey, Kendall."

I rolled over in the bed and opened my eyes, seeing Lee staring down at me. I groaned and pulled the covers up over me as Lee brushed my hair out of my face and leaned down, kissing my cheek.

"You've been sleeping for hours and my mom has dinner made if you want to eat a little something before we go out." Lee said.

"What time is it?" I asked, sitting up slowly in the bed.

"It's almost 5:30. I was going to meet a bunch of my buddies downtown for some drinks, if you want to come you are more than welcomed to come! I would love for you too, but I know you weren't feeling too good earlier and I don't want to pressure you to go out." Lee rambled and I looked up at him. "Or I could cancel and we can stay in tonight and go out another night."

"No, I wanna meet all your friends. I feel much better, just a little tired." I said, pulling the covers down and standing up slowly. "Stupid jetlag."

"We're going to meet up with around 7:30, so if you want you can shower and crap before we leave." Lee said.

"Yeah, but right now I am starving." I smiled.

"Let's go, my mom cooked enough food for a small army." Lee said, grabbing my hand and leading me out of his room.

We walked into the kitchen and I smiled when I saw Mike, eating already.

"She lives!" Mike called out, his mouth half full of food.

"Keep it classy Mike!" I gave him a thumbs up. "Where's Drew? I miss him and haven't seen him yet!"

"He was here all day while you were sleeping, but he went back to the hotel to get ready for tonight." Lee said.

"Why didn't you guys wake me up?" I asked, as Lee handed me a plate of food.

"Cause you weren't feeling good earlier and you looked peacful and cute when you are asleep." Lee said, walking over to the table with his plate and sitting down across from Mike.

"And Lee said you were mean when you frist wake up and I didn't want to deal with that negative energy." Mike smiled.

"Oh Mikey, how I miss you." I rolled my eyes.

"What do you say if we give my childhood room a little round of two, if ya know what I'm saying." Lee winked at me.

"That's just awkward. In your parents house with them right down the hall? No, I think I will pass." I made a face.

"I mean we can go full circle. I lost my virginity in that room and now seven years later I am a matured man."

"So mature." I muttered.

"You should have stayed in a hotel." Mike said.

"Yeah, but this place is free and I get all the food I want, whenever I want. Ever since I moved out to LA, when I come home mom makes me whatever I want and she always has chocolate chip cookies she baked for me. I'm clearly her favorite kid now." Lee smirked.

"Sh!t, if my kid won Idol he'd be my favorite too. Support me for life." Mike smirked and I laughed.

Kathy walked in the kitchen as if she heard Lee and Mike talking about her.

"How are you feeling, sweetie? Lee told us you were a little under the weather." Kathy said.

"I'm much better. The nerves from flyting must have gotten the best of me and that nap worked wonders."I smiled.

"Good." She smiled back, "What are you two boys up too?"

"Nothing, just talking about how I am your favorite child out of the four of us." Lee siad.

"That is not true! I love you all the same." Kathy said, shooting him a look.

"Ma face it. Shannon lives out of state, Sarah well Sarah may give me a run for that spot cause she has a kid, Mike's a idiot, and I'm just awesome!" Lee said, placing his hand on my thigh. "And I have a pretty hot girlfriend which has to score me points somehow."

"You guys are idiots." I rolled my eyes.

"I am glad you agree with me." Kathy smiled in my direction. "I feel sorry for you and Leah."

"They are pretty to look at, so it makes up for some of their imperfections." I teased.

"Good luck with them." She smiled, before heading out of the kitchen.

"She's just lying." Lee said.

I smiled and rolled my eyes, placing my hand on top of his.

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I sat in the dark and small bar with Lee and all his friends. His friends were pretty cool and really nice and welcomed me with open arms. They were exactly like Lee, so it was pretty easy to get along with them, because they were the type of people who got along with everybody.

I was sitting at the table with Andrew and Lee's friend Vince, who I met a few times during Idol and he came to a few concerts. Lee's friend Sarah came rushing over to me..

"What's up?" I asked.

"Do you have a tampon or something?" She whispered loudly.

"You totally failed to keep that a secret." Vince said, shaking his head and she flipped him off.

"No. I'm sorry!" I apologized.

"It's okay. I will go ask around for one." She slurred a bit, clearly she was drunk.

I smiled as she stumbled off towards Lee and the group of people he was talking too. My stomach turned when everything started to come together. Sarah asking for the tampon made me realize that I was nearly a month late, I was constantly tired, and this morning I was throwing up.

I felt dizzy and like the room was closing in on me as everything came rushing to my mind. I stood up and headed outside to go get some air. I was outside for a few minutes, before Lee came walking out. He spotted me and walked over to me, leaning against the building.

"Vince and Andrew said you ran out, everything alright?" Lee asked, slurring his words slightly.

"Fine." I nodded.

"You've been acting weird all day. Are you feeling okay?" Lee asked.

"Yes." I nodded, I couldn't tell him until I was 100% sure.

"You're lying." Lee said, grabbing my hand. "Did I say something? Did one of my friends say something?"

"No, nobody said anything. It's fine, really." I squeezed his hand, before sliding mine out of his.

"What the hell than?" Lee asked.

"I'm just not feeling good." I sighed.

"Do you want to leave? We can leave."

"You stay." I said.

"No, it's no fun without you! I love when you come places with me, you're awesome and sexy and I love you so much!" Lee said, clearly the alcohol was speaking, because that made him become all mushy like this.

"Have fun with your friends, seriously." I said, placing my hands flat on his chest.

"No, I am not letting you go home by yourself. It's late and you are in a city you hardly know anything about, let's just go say good bye and we can leave. We have a few days here and we can all hang out tomorrow or something. Come on." Lee grabbed my hand and pulled me inside.

Was this just another scare like we had that one time? Or was I actually pregnant? Gosh, why do we put ourselves in these situations. We have been pretty careful, but I guess not careful enough.

[caitlynj]

I knew this might be the reason.

[lovestory]

Chapter 4.

I walked into Lee's parents house the following morning. His parents were both at work and Lee had a meeting in the city with his record label. Andrew and Mike were out for lunch and I decided that I would opted out and head to the pharmacy down the street and take care of what needed to be taken care of.

I headed down the hall and into the bathroom, closing and locking the door behind me. I dropped everything on the bathroom counter and took the box of pregnancy tests out of the paper bag. I opened the box and pulled out a test.

I was so nervous and if I was pregnant, which I was 95% sure I was, I didn't know what the hell I was going to do. I wanted kids eventually, like ten years from now when I am married and my career is actually somewhere. Now, wasn't the time for a baby. Lee was just starting his career and I was starting mine. This is the music industry, they drop people left and right and the will drop me if I am. It's not like I am an established artist, I'm known in the Idol bubble, but that's nothing. They won't have a problem with dropping me.

I know that Lee didn't want kids yet. What 24 year-old guy who has the world is going to want a child? He had a million other things on his plate and a baby was something he didn't need and if I do the math correctly, the baby will be born when he is about to leave for his tour. This wasn't the time for this to be happening.

I took the test and left it on the bathroom counter, before taking a seat on the bathtub. I pulled my cellphone out of my pocket and dialed Katie's number. I needed someone to talk too and I know that she would try to help me out the best she could in this situation.

"Hello." Katie answered.

"Ohmygosh! I need you here right now with me! Get your butt on the first flight to Chicago." I said, leaning my head against the wall.

"What the hell is going on over there? Is it really that bad being with those boys?" Katie laughed into the phone.

"I think I may have made a huge mistake. Like a monster one!" I told her.

"I can't leave you alone for 24 hours without you getting in trouble. What the hell?" She laughed.

"Well if you were with me when this happened it would be extremely awkward and weird and I don't think you would have wanted to be there." I explained.

"What happened?" Katie asked.

"Well, um. I've been feeling sick and tired and I realized my period was late and I think, I'm actually pretty positive I am pregnant." I said quietly into the phone.

"What?" She said.

"I just took a test and am waiting for the results. I am freaking out and I don't know what to do!" I sighed.

"Are you sure this isn't just a false alarm like last time?" Katie asked.

"I'm pretty positive." I said.

"You two need to just stop having sex." Katie laughed.

"I swear we have used protection everytime! I take my birth control everyday, but that's not 100% effective. I don't know what the hell I am going to do. I'm seriously freaking out right now and if I wasn't talking to you I would be crying like a idiot, by myself in Lee's parents bathroom." I said, sounding pathetic.

"Okay, just relax! Does Lee know anything about this?"

"No, I didn't want to tell him until I was 100% sure." I told her.

"Oh my gosh! Am I gonna be Aunt Katie?" She laughed.

"Katie." I sighed.

I heard the front door close and someone walk into the house.

"Listen, I gotta go. I will text you later, but someones home." I said quietly.

"Okay! Good luck and I love you." She said.

"Love you too! Bye."

I hung up and stood up from the tub and walked over to the counter. I picked up the test and looked down at it, seeing a pale plus sign.

I was pregnant. My stomach dropped and I felt dizzy and nasesous. This couldn't be happening, not now! What the hell was i going to do? What is my label going to do? What is my family going to do? What the hell was Lee going to do? What if he didn't want this and just left me? There was a million questions running through my mind.

There was a knock on the door and I dropped the test and grabbed the box quickly.

"Kendall!" Lee said.

"Um. I'll be right out." I called, grabbing the test and wrapping it in a wad of toilet paper and tossing it in the garbage can. I shoved the box in my purse and grabbed my purse, tossing it over my shoulder and opening the door. Lee was standing on the other side.

"Hey!" I gave him a smile.

"Hey! You alright?" Lee asked, and I nodded. "You sure? Why didn't you go out with Mike and Andrew?"

"Cause." I said.

"You've been acting so strange lately! What the hell is going on?" Lee asked.

"Nothing." I sighed.

"You're hiding something from me and I would appreciate it if you just came out and told me." Lee said, looking at me. "You're seriously freaking me out."

"I'm pregnant." I whispered.

"Wait? What? How?" Lee stuttered, the color in his face completely draining. "I mean I know how, but when? We have been pretty damn careful since everything that happened last time! You're on birth control."

"It's not 100% effective Lee. I thought I might be last night when we were at the bar and than today I ran to the store and grabbed a test and it came out positive and I understand if you hate me and I understand if you are upset about this." I said, as the tears started to fall.

"I don't hate you!" Lee whispered, pulling me into a hug. I clung onto the back of his tee-shirt and cried into his chest. "It's going to be okay. We'll be able to do this, we're in a healthy relationship and we have enough money. We'll be okay. We'll be awesome at this."

"I'm scared Lee. It's not the right time for all of this to happen and I will probably be dropped and then where does that leave me? At home being with a newborn baby while you are touring the country? I don't think I could do that by myself." I choked out.

"Everything happens for a reason and it's going to work out in the end." He squeezed me tighter.

I pulled away and looked up at him and he gave me a small smile and bent down, kissing my forehead.

"How are you so calm about this?" I whispered, my voice still shaky.

"Because I am having a baby with the woman I love and things could be so much worse than that." He smiled.

"Leave it to you to look at the positive of it all." I gave him a small smile.

"Negative Nelly." He squeezed my side lightly. "We'll be okay and everything is going to work out. This may not be how we planned things to go, but it happened this way. I am going to be there for you every step of the way and I want to be the best dad possible."

I nodded as a fresh batch of tears started pouring out. Lee's eyes widened and I smiled through my tears and placed my hand on his cheek.

"I love you so much and my hormones are crazy." I said and he laughed.

"I love you too."

I wrapped my arms around his midsection and buried my face in his neck.

"Just be here for me." I whispered.

"Always. You're stuck with me for good now." Lee said.

"I like that." I smiled against his neck.

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We were laying on the bed a few hours later, watching tv. My head on was on his shoulder and my leg draped over his legs. His arm was tucked under me. He reached over and lifted my shirt a little and examined my stomach, before placing his hand on it.

"Remember what it looks like now, because in a few monthes I will look like a whale." I said.

"I can't wait." Lee said, "It doesn't feel real yet."

"Girl or boy?"

"What do I want or what do I think?" Lee asked.

"Want."

"It doesn't really matter to me. I just want a healthy baby." He honestly said.

"I'm thinking we are going to have a boy." I said, running my fingers up and and down his arms, outlining his tattoo. "But, you would be so cute with a litte girl."

"Another me in the world."

"Help us all." I laughed. "So, when do you want to break the news to your family?"

"Before we leave. Just give it sometime. I honestly don't know who they will take the news, only because of the timing or everything. My parents are pretty cool people, but who knows how they are going to react." Lee shrugged and I nodded. "I know they won't go crazy, but they may voice some concern."

"My parents are going to freak out and not in a good way." I told him. "I love my parents, but they are old fashioned and the whole kids out of wedlock isn't really their dreams for me and not to mention I am only 21 and just starting my career. They aren't going to be happy about it."

"Yeah, your dad kinda scares me." Lee smirked.

"We'll break the news to the over the phone, so that my dad doesn't murder you." I smirked.

"Lee and Kendall, can you out here for a minute?" Kathy yelled from the other room.

"Christ!" Lee muttered.

I sat up and climbed off of Lee's bed. He followed behind me as we walked out of his room and to the living room, where both of Lee's parents were sitting.

"What's up?" Lee asked.

"I was emptying the bathroom garbage and I came across a positive pregnancy test." Kathy said, "Care to explain?"

[caitlynj]

oh crap....

[lovestory]

Chapter 5

I sat next to Lee on the couch as we sat there in awkward silence, waiting for someone to say something. I knew it wasn't going to be me, so I was waiting on either Lee or his mom to say something, because by the looks of his dad he wasn't going to say anything either. He sat on the chair and seemed like he could give two craps. Now I know where Lee gets that attitude from.

"Surprise." Lee said, finally breaking the silence.

"So, Kendall is pregnant?" Kathy asked.

"Yes." I nodded.

"How could this happen?" She asked, "Do you know how much work goes into raising a child? You two aren't in a place to raise a child yet. It's not a easy task at all and you are in for the shock of your life, especially with the career that both of ou have."

"Mom, it's not the ideal situation for us either, but it happened and there isn't much we can do about it now." Lee shrugged.

"Remember when you were thirteen and I talked to you about sex? Did you remember anything I said about birth control?" She asked and my eyes widened, as I looked down at the floor. This wasn't really the conversation I wanted to be having with my boyfriends mom.

"She was on birth control. We were careful, but things happen and now she is pregnant." Lee sighed, leaning back against the couch. "I'm 24 years old mom, not 16. I understand that this isn't going to be a walk in the park, but I am going to be okay. We'll be okay."

"It's just your career is going into full force and it's going to be a lot." She said.

"I promise you that it is going to be okay. I'm a grown man and Kendall's a grown woman. I'm not saying this is going to be easy, because I know it's going to be a lot of reponsibility, but I am having a baby with the woman I love. It's not like she is some stripper I had a one night stand with."

"You're my son and it's my job to worry about you." Kathy said.

"Jesus Kathy, he's not seven anymore." Lee Sr. said

"I just want whats best for him." She smiled at Lee. "He's my baby and will always be that pain in the butt seven year old, who doesn't listent to me."

"Now, I am 24 and don't listen." Lee grinned.

"Lee, the only thing I have to say to you is you need to man up, because right now your life has changed and as the father and boyfriend your number one priority is now Kendall and this baby. You will step up and take repsonsiblity otherwise my boot will be up your ass." Lee Sr. said.

I smiled and reached over, resting my hand on Lee's thigh. He grabbed my hand in his, resting it on his lap.

"I'm not going to be a dead beat dad." Lee laughed.

"I raised you better than that and you got yourself a good girl over there."

"She has her moments." Lee smiled.

"I'm having another grandchild! Maybe I will get a granddaughter!" Kathy gushed, and held her arms out to Lee. "Give me a hug!"

Lee rolled his eyes and smiled as he stood up and hugged her and kissed her cheek.

"My baby is going to be a daddy." She beamed, and rubbed his back. "And whenever you need a babysitter I am more than willing to fly out and help out or you could just come here and move back. We would love to have you closer."

"I'll see what we can do, mom." He laughed, wrapping his arm around her shoulder.

"How are you feeling about all of this?" Lee Sr. asked me.

"I was a little freaked at first and I am still nervous, but like Lee said it could be much worse and I am having a child with the guy I love and that's pretty awesome." I smiled at Lee.

I stood up and Kathy wrapped me in a hug. I smiled and hugged her back.

"If you need anything you just let me know." She told me.

"Thank you." I smiled.

"Are you feeling up to going out tonight? If not, we can invite people over here or we can just relax." Lee said.

"No, I'm fine. Your night was cut short last night thanks to me, but tonight we should go out." I said, placing my hand on his lower back. "Let me just go get ready."

"That's cool. I'll text Andrew and tell him to meet us there."

"Alright."

He leaned down and kissed my cheek, before I walked out of the room.

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"Where are we going tonight?" I asked, as I applied some lip gloss to my lips as I looked in the mirror in the bedroom.

"Andrew and Vince decided that they wanted to go to some bar downtown. If you don't wanna go, we can stay home. I'm not sure how you feel about being in a bar while you are pregnant, not really a place for a pregnant chick to be." Lee said, pulling his tee-shirt over his head and tossing it on the bed.

"It's fine. It's not like I plan on drinking or anything, so I will just sit and watch you guys all make fools of yourseleves and make sure you don't throw up or stumble out of the place." I smiled.

"If you want to leave at anytime just let me know, alright." Lee said, pulling another shirt over his head. "Promise me that?"

"I promise, don't worry about me. I'm a big girl and can handle sitting at bar with your friends." I smiled, walking over to him and standing in front of him. I placed my hands flat on his chest.

"I just worry about you now that you are carrying a friggen human in you." Lee said, looking down at my stomach.

"You're too cute." I laughed softly and reached up, kissing him quickly.

"Just promise to let me know if you are uncomfortable or something." Lee begged.

"I will. Let's just have a nice night out with everyone, this is a rare occasion." I said, drapeing my arms loosely around his neck.

"I'm just warning you that the guys can get really annnoying sometimes and say sh!t. If you are uncomfortable let me know."

"Okay babe." I said.

"Ready?" He asked, picking up his wallet and keys from the bed and shoving them in his pocket.

"Yeah." I nodded.

Lee leaned down and kissed me. I was shocked and not expecting it, but I placed my hands on his hips and kissed him back. I pulled back a few moments later and smiled at him.

"What was that for?" I asked.

"Just being you. Sometimes I am not the best boyfriend and I am sorry, but I want you to know that I love you more than anything and I know how lucky I am to have you." Lee said, cupping my face in his hands.

"You're perfect and I love you too and I don't want you to change. Even when you drive me crazy and act like a jackass, I love you." I smiled up at him.

"Let's go now cause this is getting too sappy and I don't need you crying and all that horomonal crap." Lee said.

"You're such a charmer!" I laughed.

He smiled and grabbed my hand, before walking out of the bedroom.

It's crazy how something like this could just bring you closer to someone you never thought you could be closer too.

[caitlynj]

aww they are so cute and I'm glad his parents weren't mad at him. Now lets see what her parents say.

[lovestory]

Chapter 6

I sat at the table at the bar later that Lee and not surprisingly I was the only sober one there. Lee and few of his guy friends, including Andrew, were off at the bar, taking some shots with a group of girls who bought them for him since they were "huge fans" of Lee and Andrew. Lee's one friend Vince was trying lay some moves on them and the whole thing was just awkward.

Lee came walking back, leaving the group and heading over to me and his friend Sarah. He wrapped his arm around my shoulder and leaned dow and drunkeningly kissed my cheek sloppily. I made a face as Sarah laughed.

"What are you up too?" Lee asked.

"Just sitting here and talking." I said.

I looked over at Andrew and saw his arm wrapped around a scantily clad brunette. He was whispering something in her ear and she started laughing. I shook my head as I looked over at Lee, who was staring off into space with a goofy, drunk smile on his face.

Andrew had a girlfriend nd 2 year-old son back home in California. A girlfriend who was one of my best friends and was home alone with their son, while he was out with friends and whoring around. I never saw Andrew get this close to another girl and I have to say I wanted to just smack him.

"What is Andrew doing?" I asked.

"Putting on his game to take her back to his hotel tonight." Lee slurred and sat down on the chair next to me, resting his head on my shoulder. "He does this all the time whenever we go out. He's stupid, but he does usually get it in with the girl. He just name drops."

"Does Christine know anything about this?"

"He said if she does then she is turning her head to it."

"That's so wrong." I scoffed. "I want to tell her what he is doing. That is not fair to her at all."

"He's stupid." Lee said in a sing song voice.

"Do you do that? Be honest do you ever hit on girls when I am not around?" I asked, softly.

"No!" He practically yelled, causing a few people to glance over. "I would never do that! That shit is dumb and you are having my baby and I love you! You're better than any slut, because I can have sex with you and be in a relationship with you. You love me and I love you."

I smiled at his drunken rant and turned my head, kissing the top of his head before he lifted his head from my shoulder.

"You're so hot! Why would I ever cheat on you? It's like look at me and then look at you! So many guys out there probably hate me, cause I am a normal guy dating and banging a normal looking dude, when you could be with like f***ing Fabio." Lee ranted, tossing his hands in the air.

I looked over at Sarah and could see she was just as amused as I was with this rant. Drunk Lee was always kinda funny to deal with. He was never too annoying or loud, just talkative and loveable and he was very affectionate when he drank, not in a good way, because he was sloppy and that is just never good.

"Lee, I think you had enough of that." Sarah laughed, reaching out and taking the beer from his hands.

"I'm going to be the best dad ever! Like, the coolest dad and your gonna be the best mom and we are going to live in a nice house and it's all going to be good." Lee assured me.

"You're pregnant? What?" Sarah nearly yelled.

"Oh sh!t you guys didn't know! I'm gonna be a dad and she's my baby mama and I am happy about that, because I love her so much and we are going to have the coolest kid ever." Lee smiled, through half opened eyes.

"Oh my gosh! Oh my gosh! That baby is going to be so beautiful! Congratulations!" She popped up and hugged the both of us. "Vince get your butt over here!"

Vince excused himself from the group of girls he was talking to and walked over to us.

"Kendall's pregnant!" Sarah said, wrapping her arm around me.

"With Lee's baby?" Vince smirked.

"Screw you man." Lee laughed, slapping Vince's chest hard.

"No sh!t. Congratulations guys!" He leaned down and kissed my cheek and then slapped Lee's back.

"Thanks." I smiled.

"Lee, you actually did it? I didn't think you had it in you, to ever get girl pregnant." Vince teased.

"I have strong swimmers, keep hating on me cause I have a hot girlfriend and all you got is that." Lee smirked, nodding his head towards the girls by the bar.

"One more of these and they will be looking good!" Vince teased, holding up his beer bottle.

I shook my head as Lee laughed. Nothing more entertaining than a man in his mid twenties talking about girls like they are pieces of meat. Sober Vince was awesome and I really liked him, drunk Vince was a pompus ass who thought he was God's gift to woman. If Lee was like that I would whip him into shape.

"Congratulations Lee, I am happy that you even know how to have sex." Vince said and I rolled my eyes. "Congratulations Kendall."

"Thanks Vince." I smirked.

Vince thrusted his hips and looked at Lee, before pointing to me. I rolled my eyes again and ignored him as Lee laughed.

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I held onto Lee's arm as I walked up the walk way to his parents house. He was completely gone and he needed to just be put to bed and sleep all of this off. The whole car ride home was me driving and hearing him say how much he loves me and how beautiful I was and than that turned into him, serenading me with Simon and Garfunkal songs that were on the radio, and then he started throwing out names for the baby which were off the wall.

I opened the door and walked inside, pulling Lee behind me.

"Shh. Your parents are asleep." I said.

"I love you." He sang loudly.

"I love you too, baby." I assured him.

I led him down the hallway and to the room. He fell onto the bed and I pulled him up and helped him take off his tee-shirt.

"Are you trying to get with me?" Lee asked, winking. Well, attempting to wink but he was so drunk that he closed both his eyes.

"Not quite." I said quietly, helping him stand up and taking off his jeans and shoes.

"Good, cause I think my body would fail me. I am drunk." Lee grinned.

"Are you? I think I realized that when you were wanting to name our kid Simon, because Simon Cowell believed in you." I said, pulling down the covers on his bed. "Lay down honey."

Lee laid down on the bed and I pulled the covers over him. I bent down and brushed his hair out of his face and kissed his forehead.

"I'm going to get you some water." I whispered.

"Lay with me." He mumbled.

"I'll be right back, babe." I said.

I stood up and walked out of the room, closing the door behind me and making my way into the kitchen and went into the refridgerator and pulled out a water bottle.

"Just get home?"

I turned around and saw Lee's mom standing in the doorway.

"Yes. Do you have aspirin or something anywhere?" I asked her.

"Lee?" She gave me a small smile.

"He is completely gone and I know he is going to wake up with a massive hangover and I figured I could be mean and allow him to feel like crap all day, but I will be nice since it's his concert tomorrow." I laughed softly as I brushed my hair out of my face.

"I say let him have a headache." She grinned and handed me a bottle of aspirin.

"Thanks." I laughed.

"Are you sure you okay with all of this?" She asked.

"Honestly, I am freaking out about everything. I spent 21 years of my life, worrying about me and now I am pregnant and going to be responsible for a human. What if I screw up or something?" I asked softly and looked up at her. "Than it goes onto the whole music thing. My label is going to freak out when they find out and what about Lee's? I don't want to say anything to him, but he's the Idol and has a image to obtain and getting his girlfriend pregnant isn't really a good image. I just don't want to be the cause of his image being ruined."

"Listen, you two are grown and this isn't going to hurt either of your images. It's going to be okay." She assured.

"And what about when he goes on tour, if I do the math he will be on tour when I am going to give birth."

"I'm sure you can work something out, maybe have his local shows on those dates." Kathy smiled.

"And than he is going to leave and finish up the tour while I am home with a newborn and I have no clue how to change a diaper or what if the baby won't stop crying? I have no clue what I am going to do." I rambled.

"We can always be out there to help you and you have your family who I am sure will give you hand as well."

"I haven't even told them and I wouldn't be surprised if they freaked out." I sighed.

"Well, you have us. Nobody is going to abandon you when the baby comes! In fact you aren't going to have to beg me to come and visit to help out. I look foreward to it." She smiled, and hugged me. "We're here if you ever need anything."

"Thank you."

"Kendall." Lee yelled.

"You're other baby is calling you." Kathy smiled, placing her hand on my back.

"Goodnight." I laughed softly.

"Goodnight."

I walked down the hall and back into the room. Lee was standing up, attempting to strip out of his boxers. I place the water bottle and asiprins on the nightstand and walked over to him.

"No, No! What are you doing?" I asked, grabbing his hands and holding them in mine, before he stripped down.

"I just want to be sexy for you." Lee said.

"Oh honey, this is not a good look." I whispered to myself, pulling his boxers up. "You need to go to sleep, you have a big day tomorrow."

"I want to have sex with you! I love you so much and you are so pretty and I want to show how much I love you." He said.

"I know how much you love you me, let's just get some sleep. Okay? You can show me tomorrow." I sighed, walking him back to the bed.

He laid down and I tucked him back in. I kicked off my heels and climbed into bed with him. I would change into my pajama's once he was asleep, because I didn't need him getting the wrong idea and thinking that I want him. He was completely gone and I just needed for him to go to sleep.

I laid down and looked over at him. I reached over and ran my hands through his hair.

"I love you." He slurred.

"I love you too." I said.

I smiled over at him and this was the father of my child.

[caitlynj]

haha, that was a funny chapter.

[lovestory]

Chapter 6.

I sat in the kitchen the following morning with Mike and Lee's parents, eating breakfast. Lee was still asleep, not to my surprise. He wouldn't go to sleep last night and stayed up for another hour telling me how much he loved me and how he wanted to name the baby all these crazy names, because everybody names their kids normal names. His words, not mine. I jusy yes'ed him to death until he fell asleep.

Lee came out a littlle bit later, looking like death. His hair was all over, his eyes were partially closed, and he was holding his head. I couldn't help, but find some amusement out of it. Hey, I had to put up with him last night attempting to strip, attempting to name our child, attempting to get in my pants, and just attempting to form sentences. He deserved every bit of this hangover. Nobody told him to go out and drink that much.

He pulled out the chair next to me and plopped down on it, and resting his head on the table. I smiled at placed my hand on his back, rubbing it gently before squeezing his shoulder.

"Long night rockstar?" Mike asked and Lee lifted his hand in the air flipping him off. "No need to flip me off. I'm not the one who handed you shot after shot, and even if I was you still have the choice to say no. Hasn't mom and dad taught you anything? Drinking is bad for you."

"You're one to talk." Lee muttered, not even lifting his head from the table. "How many times did I have to rescue your ass from parties cause you were so drunk? Don't answer that cause it's too many to count."

"I don't want to hear this." Kathy said.

"Do you want anything to eat?" I asked Lee.

"Not now." He lifted his head and closed his eyes, before opening them and looking over at me. "How bad was I last night? Be honest."

"A pain in my butt." I answered and smiled. "At the bar you were alright, you were taking shots from some skanky girls who Andrew and Vince were all over and we will discuss that later. Then you kept asking if we could name our baby Simon, after Simon Cowell cause he was the only one who believed in you from the start."

"No!" Mike laughed, slamming his hand on the table.

"Dammit Mike!" Lee grabbed his head. "Anything else?"

"Yeah, I came out here to get you aspirin and water and when I went back into the room you were out of bed trying to take off your boxers." I rolled my eyes, remembering the events from last night.

"Yeah, when I get really drunk I strip." Lee said sarcastically. "I'm sorry, you had to put up with me."

"You owe me." I said.

"Yeah right!" Lee scoffed and looked over at me. "Last time you got drunk and were puking nonstop, who was the person who sat up with you all night? It wasn't your best friend, Katie or any or the guys who gave you the alcohol. It was me! I owe you nothing."

I smiled remembering celebrating the the ending of the tour and all the guys thought it would be cool to keep giving me shots of alcohol. Needless to say I spent the whole night in the bathroom at the hotel. Lee sat up with me all night and Katie helped out a tiny bit. I still feel really bad and haven't drank since and probably won't for a very long time.

"What time do we gotta head out?" I asked.

"Show starts at 7:30, I have to be there by 4 for sound check." Lee said.

"Can I wear a I love Lee DeWyze tee-shirt with a picture of your face on it?" I asked.

"I'll get you one that says Lee DeWyze's baby mama." Lee patted my thigh and I reached out, pinching his arm. "Christ! What the hell, Kendall?"

"Call me your baby mama one more time and see what happens. I will not be your baby mama, I am your girlfriend who is pregnant with your child." I said, shooting him a look. "Not some girl who you had a one night stand with and you got pregnant."

"There are a few of them though. I have about four illegitimate children floating around out there." Lee teased me.

"You're so not funny." I rolled my eyes.

"I think I am." Lee said.

Lee's cellphone rang and he pulled it out of the pocket of his sweatpants and glanced down at the front screen.

"Andrew." Lee said to me, then placed the phone to his ear and walking out of the room. "What's up man?"

I rolled my eyes and Mike looked over at me and laughed softly.

"I thought Andrew was your friend." Mike said.

"He is, I'm just skeeved out by the way he acts when Christine isn't around. It's like he is a whole new person." I said.

"Yeah, they have a strange relationship." Mike said.

Lee walked back in a few minutes later and I stood up from the table, grabbing my empty plate and glass.

"Where are you going?" Lee asked, taking the dishes from my hands.

"I need to get ready."

"Okay, Andrew is on his way over now."

I nodded and walked past him, heading out of the kitchen and into the bedroom. I walked over to my suitcase and started going through it, when Lee walked into the room.

"What's wrong?" Lee asked.

"Nothing." I said.

"Kendall, I am not stupid and I know something is going on in that pretty little head of yours." Lee said, sitting down on the edge of the bed and looking at me. "What's going on? You can talk to me! Don't just push me away like this. Tell em what is up."

"Last night watching Andrew flirt with all those girls and do God knows what else, that really bothered me." I said, holding my clothes in my hands and looking at him.

"It's not really our business what the heck he does." Lee said.

"He's your best friend and you guys go out together all the time and if he is doing that, it kinda scares me that you might follow him and do whatever you want with the millions of girls who are throwing themselves at you." I said, looking down at the floor.

"You're kidding me right?" Lee grinned and grabbed my waist and pulled me towards him, so that I was standing between his legs.

"No." I whispered and looked down at him. "I'm going to be really fat and gross soon and your not going to want me and you can have any girl out there. What if you go away from a few days and you decide why am I with this fat girl when I can have these skanky chicks?"

"You're crazy." He laughed. "Honey, your stuck with me and you aren't going to be fat and gross."

"Lee, I am going to be fat! I am friggen pregnant." I said.

"And your going to be gorgeous, besides did I ever tell you that I like a little cushion for the pushin?" Lee teased and I laughed softly, bending down and burying my face in his hair.

"It just scares me and I know it's stupid." I said.

"It is stupid, because you and this baby are too important to me to ever screw it up by doing something like that." Lee said.

"Sorry for being stupid. I just worry about stupid stuff."

"You need to relax cause nothing is going to happen." Lee said, placing a kiss on my stomach. "I love you."

"I love you too."

"Go and get ready, because we are meeting all my family and friends for lunch before I have to head out." Lee said, standing up.

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About forty five minutes later I walked out of the bedroom dressed and ready for the day. I headed down the hall to the living room, seeing that Andrew had arrived and to my surprise he arrived with Katie. Katie wasn't even supposed to come to Chicago.

"Katie!" I squealed and she looked away from her conversation with Lee and Andrew.

"Kendall!" She popped up off the couch and hurried over to me, hugging me tightly.

"What the hell are you doing here?"

"I talked to my parents and decided that I wanted to leave a couple days early and see Lee's concert tonight. Andrew picked up from the aiport this morning and now you are stuck with me, the last day you are spending in Chicago." Katie laughed, and tossed her arm around my shoulder.

"I am so happy you are here! Now, I have a normal girl to spend the night with and not horny men." I smiled.

"I wouldn't miss Lee's concert! I begged my parents to let me go." Katie laughed.

"I'm so happy. I missed you roomie!"

"I missed you too."

"Alright, you guys have been away from one another for three days and have talked to one another on the phone every night." Lee said.

"Shut up Mr. When Andrew got kicked off Idol I almost had a nervous breakdown." I smiled.

"You're one to talk about breakdowns when people got kicked off." Lee scoffed.

"He has a point there!" Katie laughed. "You were the crier of the season."

"You were." Lee nodded.

"How's the baby?" Katie asked.

"I guess good. I have a appointment the day after I get back to Los Angeles, to confirm everything and make sure everything is going good."I said.

"Little DeWyze baby! I better be a aunt." Katie smiled and I nodded.

"And the babysitter." Lee added.

"I hope it's a girl so I can buy her cute outfits." Katie said.

"Oh gosh! Between Kendall and Katie that girl would be decked out in sequins and designer clothes." Andrew looked over at Lee.

"Help me now." Lee muttered.

"If it's a boy I plan on dressing him like a mini Lee. Leather jacket, plaid shirts, and converse." I said.

"Seriously, I am going to have no money after this kid is born cause of Kendall." Lee said.

"Good luck man." Andrew laugehd.

[caitlynj]

haha, Lee is going to be broke once this baby is born. : )

[lovestory]

Chapter 7.

I was up in the family suite, at Lee's concert later that night.Lee was set to go on in a couple hours and was hanging out with us. There was going to be about 20,000 people here to see Lee and they were all pumped. I couldn't wait to watch him perform. Usually when he was performing I would be busy getting ready to go on after him or getting ready for the group numbers. I was always being rushed, so it was going to be fun to actually sit there and watch him perform for his hometown crowd.

All his aunts, uncles, cousins, and a few of his friends were all here as well as his immediate family. There was a whole crew of us and it was funny, because people actually noticed his cousins and kept asking for pictures with them. These were some serious fans.

"I never thought I'd see the day that I would be signing autographs cause my cousin is famous!" Lee's cousin, Jenn said, making her way over towards us.

"I never thought I'd see the day that I would be getting offers to sleep with any girl cause I'm related to Lee." Mike said, and I elbowed him. "Obviously I decline cause I have a wonderful girlfriend back in LA, that I love more than anything in the world. I'm no playa!"

"I hate you." I laughed, wrapping my arms around his shoulders and hugging him.

I looked over at Lee who was sitting on the couch, playing with his year old nephew. I excused myself from everyone and headed over towards Lee. I sat down on the couch next to him and he looked over at me.

"We're going to have one of our own in a few monthes." Lee said quietly, as he looked back at Joey.

"I know." I smiled, reaching out and grabbing Joey's hand and smiling at him. "I never wanted kids."

"Really?" Lee asked.

"Really." I nodded and looked over at him. "I always thought I would be a awful mother and kids were never for me. I mean, I may still be a awful mother who knows, but I am kind of excited for this whole thing now."

"You're going to be amazing and have nothing to worry about." Lee assured.

"You are not nervous at all?" I asked.

"Not yet. I mean, we will learn as we go along." Lee said, looking over at me "I also don't have to do the whole birthing thing. You're going to be the one doing all the hard work, and if this kid has my head you mine as well get a c-section or just get knocked out for it."

I laughed and laid my head on his shoulder. He leaned down and kissed the top of my head.

"He's pretty cute." I smiled.

"You wanna hold him?" Lee asked.

"I don't know." I said, lifting my head and looking at Joey who gave me a big smile and drooling like a mad man.

"Just hold him. What's going to happen?" Lee asked.

"What if I drop him or something?" I asked, "And he is so little. I don't wanna break him or anything, he's cute the way he is and I don't need to have your sister hate me cause I broke her son."

"You're sitting down and I am right here, nothing is going to happen." Lee grinned, holding him out to me. "What are you going to do when our baby is born? Are you not going to hold him or her, you gotta start somewhere and let's start now with Joey. He's old enough where you don't have to support his head or anything, he just kinda chills."

"Since when are you a baby expert?" I asked.

"I always liked kids. Now take him."

I sighed and Lee sat him down in my lap. I held onto him awkwardly, and Lee adjusted him in my lap so that we were both comfortable.

"It's not so bad, is it?" Lee asked.

"No. Not yet." I said, looking down at Joey. "You have a lot to teach me DeWyze, because I know nothing about babies except they drool, poop, sleep, eat, and cry."

"I don't know everything either." Lee said, "When he does any of those things I send him off to Sarah. I've changed a diaper maybe once and it ended in a disaster, because I didn't put the damn thing on tight enough. I'm not a expert, but we'll learn together."

"Okay." I nodded.

"We're going to be some pretty kick ass parents. This kid is going to be the best dressed and most talented kid ever." Lee said and I laughed, "And if we have a girl she better look at me, because I don't need all the boys coming to our house asking her out and if she looks like you that is going to happen. I'm not a pretty girl, have you ever seen me in drag?"

"No, and I hope to never see that because we will have another problem on our hands." I laughed. "And don't wish our daughter looks like a man. That's really wrong."

"I'm just kidding! She's gonna be goodlooking. Just look at me." Lee said sarcastically and I rolled my eyes and smiled.

"Uncle Lee is delrious." I said to Joey, and he looked up at me and laughed.

"See, he likes you." Lee said.

I looked over at Lee and made a disgusted face. He stood up, holding Joey and placing Joey on Lee's lap.

"What?" Lee said, looking at me like I had five heads, before he realized why handed him off so quickly. "Oh my gosh! That is foul! What the hell do you eat kid? You are so small, but you friggen smell."

"That is so gross." I said.

"Sarah, your kid left you a treat." Lee yelled, pointing down at Joey than he looked up at me. "You ready for this?"

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We got to our seats and I put my purse down on the chair between Mike and Katie and I walked over to the barricade, where the fans who were standing in the pit area were screaming for us.

"What's up guys?" I asked, as they were holding up pictures and stuff for me to sign.

I started signing some stuff for people and Andrew and Katie came over and joined me. I was signing and taking pictures with the fans and just talking to them all.

"You're so lucky to have Lee! He is so hot and I would do anything to be his girlfriend!" A girls said, as I signed her ticket.

"He's a amazing guy and he loves you all so much! He's so grateful for everything and you guys are honestly amazing for giving him all of this and I know he appreciates it all." I smiled and handed her back her ticket.

"Are you just going to mooch off him and ride his coattails through all his success?" Some girl, around my age scoffed.

"Whoa! Easy there, he is my boyfriend and I had few days off and decided to come and support him like he supported me when I had my welcome home concert." I said, trying not to sound bitchy. "You really shouldn't go off and make assumptions like that. I've been with Lee since before all this happened."

"Like you didn't know he would make it big." She rolled her eyes.

"There is no need to be rude, we all love Lee here and should celebrate our love for him." Katie said, trying to be the peacemaker as usual, but sounding like a pageant queen.

"You know he is probably sleeping around behind your back anyway! You will never last and I will be the first person laughing as you two break up." She smiled at me. "Not to mention it looks like you gained a little weight in the mid section! You're getting too comfortable in your relationship with Lee. He doesn't want a fat girl and neither does America."

"Alright, I am going to sit down. I'm done here! It was nice meeting ya'll and I will tell Lee how awesome you guys are and send him your love!"

I walked back over to my seat, because I wasn;t going to start with fans, not at Lee's event. Usually his fans were awesome and for the exception of that crazy chick, they were amazing tonight. My horomones were all crazy and I knew if I sat there any longer and listened to her talk crap about me I would have said something and I didn't want to embarass myself or even worse Lee and his family. I will be taking the high road.

"You alright?" Kathy asked me.

"Sometimes people just don't know where to draw the line." I said to her. "Calling me fat and saying Lee will dump me is taking it a bit far in my opinion. If you don't like me, than don't, but have some respect. That's all I have to say, because if you are a fan of Lee's you will be happy if he's happy and I'm pretty sure he is happy with me."

"People are saying things?" She asked, touching my arm gently.

"One loud mouth girl and my hormones are crazy right now, so I needed to walk away." I gave her a small smile.

"Lee wouldn't appreciate that and if you want I can get security to take care of her, because it isn't right to be harassing anybody." Kathy said.

"No. It's fine." I smiled.

"You sure?"

"I'm fine. She's just bitter for some unknown reason, it's the price I have to pay for being Lee DeWyze's girlfriend." I laughed and Kathy grinned.

"If only they knew what he was really like." Kathy teased.

I sighed and sat down.

This wasn't going to be easy. I was going to have to deal with my label and their reaction to this, my parents and their reaction to this, my fans and their reactions, and now Lee's fans and their reactions.

I was finally getting comfortable with the idea, but now I am freaking out again. If his fans are pissed about us dating, what are they going to do when they find out I am pregnant with his child? This is going to be a disaster.